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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 7:11:04 GMT -5
Featherpaw padded in following Bloodpaw, she looked around the camp, I'm so glad thats over.. she thought. She looked over to Bloodpaw wondering if they were going to tell Dragonstar now.
OOC: MUSE COME BAAAACCCCK!
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 7:17:29 GMT -5
Bloodpaw padded into the camp and directly to the Leaders Den. Bloodpaw padded inside of the den, after asking if he could enter, and he told Dragonstar about the dog. A few minutes later, Bloodpaw padded out of the den after he told his leader about the dog. Padding a few feet away from the den, Bloodpaw waited for Featherpaw to catch up.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 7:30:38 GMT -5
Featherpaw waited outside of the den, shuffling her paws back and fourth until she saw him come out. She then padded after him, soon right next to him. She looked back to the den, curious of what dragonstar had said, though she didn't ask. She looked back to Bloodpaw, as if searching for something to say, though she wasn't sure. She then spoke "Bloodpaw, when you first met me...did you think I was a freak?"she asked.
OOC: Muhaha Modfied it, and i hope thats good, randomly thought of sumthin ta say! xD
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 7:31:44 GMT -5
(I give up in this thread. I will not roleplay here until your muse gets better)
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 7:33:13 GMT -5
OCC: NUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (XD) Piiiizzz -begs- I will try piz piz piiiiiz??
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 7:37:32 GMT -5
(You'd better try better. Now repost better please)
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 7:56:47 GMT -5
OOC: Modified it! ^_^
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 8:06:45 GMT -5
"A freak...?" Bloodpaw repeated to himself. "I never really saw you as a freak...but I thought the way you acted was a bit freaky, although a bit familiar since I probably acted like that myself when I was first here."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 8:13:02 GMT -5
Featherpaws eyes shifted back to Bloodpaw, she gave a small smile"Really?"she mewed, thinking he would of saw her as that. "You? Why did you act like that?"she asked, I mostly acted that way because I was always upset, and afraid. she said in her head. Her eyes now holding curiosity in them. I wonder why he was like me..perhaps something also happened to him she thought, slightly looking at the ground.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 8:24:22 GMT -5
"Yeah." Bloodpaw meowed, "Yeah...me.. I acted like that because I wanted to be alone, I didn't want to interact with others. I didn't trust them...and I still don't trust them that much."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 8:35:14 GMT -5
Featherpaw frowned slightly, He sounds a lot like me..., she thought. Her eyes now on him "So why did you become that way?"she asked, her silver fur ruffling as the wind drifted threw it. She then sat down, curling her tail around her paws. The rays from the sun seemed to cast down on the camp, stretching farther. Featherpaws eyes watched the rays for a moment but quickly turned back to Bloodpaw.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 8:42:02 GMT -5
"I left my birth clan and came here. After I was about to leave with Pridepaw, my leader hated me...my birth clan turned on me...After we left, Pridepaw turned on me. My mother betrayed me by killind my father as an order. I don't know why she did it, but she did. She ruined my life by killing my father...he probably would have stopped me from going..All of that betrayel is why I became that way.." Bloodpaw replied.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 9:24:04 GMT -5
Featherpaw frowned, "Thats horibble..."she mewed looking at the ground, she looked back up to Bloodpaw she wanted to comfort him but felt that she couldn't, not her anyway. She looked back up at him, "So you wanted to leave but not Pridepaw?"she asked, her olive eyes narrowing as the sun beamed into then, she blinked turning away from the rays.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 9:28:49 GMT -5
"No. Pridepaw was very different when he was younger...he was popular, yet he cared for his brother more than anything in the world. I asked him if he wanted to come and he said yes right away. I think he hated me for getting him exiled from the clan, though." Bloodpaw replied.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 15:04:53 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked over to Bloodpaw listening to each of his words, her ears pricked, Exiled? she thought, "how did you get him exiled?"she asked hoping he wouldn't get mad at her for so many questions. Before he could answer she seemed to piece it together, "Wait.. so he was exiled for helping you?"she asked, thinking she had got it right, she frowned, Thats horrible, he shouldn't of got exiled.. but he still shouldn't try to kill his own brother. She thought, her mind seeming to battle with it's self.
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Post by dragonstar on Aug 13, 2007 8:56:39 GMT -5
(Um, I would reply, but I feel like I'm interrupting something. o_0)
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 13, 2007 9:10:36 GMT -5
Bloodpaw nodded to Featherpaw's piecing together. "Basically, yes. Back then, I was considered a traitor...for helping out a rogue, as a kit, I couldn't do much, but the only thing I could do was give him kill from the fresh kill pile..." Bloodpaw uttered, closing his eyes soon after. Questions upon questions on this subject. It wasn't the questions that was making him feel the way he did, it was the topic.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 13, 2007 14:58:15 GMT -5
Featherpaws eyes shifted to him, I guess I shouldn't talk about this I think he is upset, she turned her eyes to the side, but slowly turned them back to Bloodpaw, she then spoke "I'm sorry I brought this up"she mewed pawing at the ground nervously. She thought she had made him upset so decided she wouldn't ask anymore questions. Though what he said swirled around in her head. Just because he helped them...thats awful.., she thought her eyes on her silver paws.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 14, 2007 11:21:43 GMT -5
Opening his eyes as Featherpaw apologized, Bloodpaw quickly said, "No, there's no need to be sorry...you did nothing to upset me by bringing this up, I'm just not used to anyone caring that much about my past." (Ugh...short)
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 14, 2007 14:51:58 GMT -5
Featherpaws eyes flickered back to him, her ears slightly perked listening to him, Well, everybody should care if it's affecting you now, if they don't someone has to.., she thought, though pawing at the ground, she was still nervous. She didn't want to say anything, she tried to find the right words but she was afraid she would say the wrong ones, though she had words, but she didn't want to say them, I care.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 14, 2007 15:11:32 GMT -5
Bloodpaw looked away as a response to Featherpaw's responsivelessness. That's right...no one cared, except for Featherpaw, apparantly, Bloodpaw thought, his gaze soom resting on Featherpaw again.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 14, 2007 15:37:31 GMT -5
Featherpaws eyes where on her paws she didn't know what to say, she then was washed away by some of the past moments, things that had happened, I really wish I wouldn't of blurted my feelings out like that..I'm just so tired of holding everything in..it's hard for me to express it..and all I can do is run away..but now that I did that..I'm afraid to tell him I care, she thought frowning as the pool of her thoughts swirled around, though again thinking of what had happened so far, though many things had happened, before she met Bloodpaw, she had lived in a world of fear, she had been sober, and sullen. She had been in her small corner rotting her life away, afraid of the world and everybody, until he brought her out of it.
OOC: Omg, Muse
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 14, 2007 15:46:49 GMT -5
Bloodpaw watched as Featherpaw's gaze drifted downwards to her paws. He looked away, towards the Apprentices Den. "Um...Featherpaw, let's head back to the Apprentices Den and talk, if you want," Bloodpaw purred, "I just thought thought it was why you were being more quiet..."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 14, 2007 15:53:59 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked back up at Bloodpaw, "ok"she murmured, getting to her paws. She was really quiet because she didn't want to mess her words up. Though she just went along with his words, to act like that was the reason why. She then waited to follow him, her Sapphire eyes looking to the apprentice's den.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 14, 2007 15:58:52 GMT -5
Bloodpaw nodded as he padded to the Apprentices Den. Not looking back, knowing that Featherpaw would follow him, he entered the den, laying down in a spot near the center of the den. Examining the den, he noticed that there wasn't many cats in it besides him. They must be out hunting or training or something, Bloodpaw thought.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 14, 2007 16:06:22 GMT -5
Featherpaw turned her blue eyes to Bloodpaw as she followed him in. She lay near him though not to close, thinking he would move away. She turned her gaze over to him after she was in a comfortable position. Though she didn't say anything thinking he might, speak first. So she slightly pricked her ears.
OOC: I'm running out of Stuff to say Nuu! xD
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 14, 2007 16:17:27 GMT -5
Bloodpaw looked right-wards as Featherpaw lay next to him. "You sure asked a bunch of questions," Bloodpaw began, "What about you. If you don't mind, I'd like to know more about your life. What was it like while you were with your father?"
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 14, 2007 16:38:40 GMT -5
Featherpaw felt slightly embarrassed knowing she had asked many questions, though her eyes slightly widened as he mentioned her father her eyes went normal again, though she returned her eyes to her paws,"What about him?"she mewed, she hated even saying his name it made her want to choke, though she wouldn't be able to tell anybody else this, but why could she tell Bloodpaw, she flicked that question away, and went back to reality. She slightly sighed, "Life..there was no life when I was with my father, at least thats what it felt like.."she mewed, not daring to say his name. She began her story. "It began as a kit, we.. were Rogues.. my mother Silverfrost had a litter, my father was not pleased with her, he murdered...my brothers and sisters.. my mother had hid me first when he came to do his work, I had saw them..each one brutally slaughtered by his claws. He had hurt my mother also, though he let her live, he had found me, in a crevice of the den, it made him angry that my mother had attempted to save me He had dragged me out to kill me but my mother had tried to fight him again..he had managed to scar my face with his claws, though he was fighting my mother. My mother told me to run..so I ran, he had killed her after she said that, he had chased me. I had hid in a small hole near a tree trunk and he had never found me. As I grew up two moons later.. he found me and he mostly used me..and hit me every time I did something wrong, he called it punishment..and I thought I deserved it. I was desperate to please him, and I never made him proud of me. I had ran way trying to get away after he had gave me punishment... wanted to escape.. so I joined this clan hoping for safety though I never felt safe.."she finished, though looking at her paws... "I was very afraid of the world.. until I met you.."she mewed her eyes on her paws.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 14, 2007 16:52:39 GMT -5
Ears perked, Bloodpaw listened intently to Featherpaw's story from the very beginning to the very end. I thought I deserved it. ...though, I never felt safe. I was very afraid of the world...until I met you. "That monster...that's not punishment...abuse..." Bloodpaw growled slighty. That's worse than Pridepaw. Even he wouldn't sink so low as to kill his own kits, if he ever got any, he thought, looking downwards, soon to look up again upon realizing what Featherpaw had said to him. I was very afraid of the world...until I met you. "Really? Us meeting changed that much of you?"
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 14, 2007 17:02:58 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked u at Bloodpaw"Yes, it meant a lot to me.."she mewed quickly looking back at her paws. This is really hard..to say this. Though she had said it meant a lot to her deep down it meant everything to her. Her eyes widened at remembering her fathers words that last time she saw him 'I'll be back for you!' he had snarled at her..she then thought for a moment You are my nightmare.. and I'm more afraid of you then anything..But I will fight you if I must. she thought, I won't let you push me around, I have a better life then I ever did, and I don't need you in it she thought; About her father. She let her eyes close half way, though turned then back to Bloodpaw.
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