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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 1:50:18 GMT -5
Featherpaw ran quickly, tears falling from her blue eyes, seeming to put her blue flames out. She slipped under the wooden fence not even paying attention to the large horses that grazed on the stack of hay. She ran into the small structure, it was dark inside and nothing could be seen except blue eyes that seemed to glow. Huddling in a corner, she curled herself up tightly and cried. She felt so broken up inside, "idiot!"she snarled, repeating her words though this time out loud, yelling at herself, as more tears fell from her eyes. "I should just kill myself now.."she said scratching her own arm as anger and hurt pulsed threw her. "I never want to be seen again"she mewed, more tears slipping down her face. "I'll Rot here forever"she whispered, her stomach squeezing, as if claws were gripping it.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 1:56:31 GMT -5
Following Fetherpaw's scent, he soon realized that she was headed for the Horseplace. Bloodpaw was alone this time. Pridepaw had left to go see what Rottenpaw was up to, but he didn't exactly care all too much, he just wanted to eavesdrop. As Bloodpaw arrived at the Horseplace, he noticed that Featherpaw's scent led into fenced in area. Sighing as he squeezed under the fence also, he quickly made his way to the structure that Featherpaw had gone into. Soon after he entered the structure, he began to call out Featherpaw's name. "Featherpaw? Are..you in here? I'm sorry if I made you upset earlier."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 2:04:28 GMT -5
Featherpaw growled again "You fool, Mousebrain, piece of Fox-dung!"she yelled at herself, "Pridepaw was right...I'm so pathetic" she mewed, looking at the ground. She lifted her head as she heard Bloodpaws voice, she knew he couldn't see her since she had went inside, though she backed up more going deeper into the darkness, she stayed against the wall, now huddled up, though she almost looked dead as her gaze was on the ground her silver pelt slightly gave her away.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 2:13:48 GMT -5
Upon hearing no response, Bloodpaw sighed and decided to look around inside the structure for her. "Come on Featherpaw, please...at least talk to me," he pleaded as he continued to follow her scent in the structure until he was in front of her, facing a different direction. The scent is strongest over here...which could mean she was here...or maybe she is here, Bloodpaw thought as he turned towards where Featherpaw. Hardly seeing her hidden in the darkness, he decided to give up, starting to turn around, he said to himself, "This is all my fault...I can't find her because of one little thing I said...maybe Pridepaw was right...I am becoming like him.."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 2:19:51 GMT -5
Featherpaw blinked more tears away, she shuffled in the darkness, as she stay quiet, she wasn't coming back to Thunderclan..not this way.. and she moved once turning around to lay there, thinking he had already left her. She frowned "I hate myself."she mewed. Her silver pelt slightly revealed as small light flickered in, then away, she hardly noticed, hating every bit of herself.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 2:23:26 GMT -5
Bloodpaw turned around once more. "Fine then...I guess I'll try one last time," Bloodpaw told himself. He padded over to the spot where the scent was the strongest again nad took his paw, poking it forward. Feeling nothing but air, he pulled his paw downwards, causing his paw to brush against her fur. So here she is... Bloodpaw thought before saying, "Featherpaw, I know you're there..."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 2:35:10 GMT -5
Featherpaw, frowned again, she had no clue what to say, and felt broken in so many ways. "hello."she murmured, putting her paws over her face. She curled up tighter afraid to exist in this world, "what do you want?"she asked not meanly, though her voice was shaky trying not to cry again, and she lay in the sullen corner.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 2:48:51 GMT -5
"What do you think I want?" Bloodpaw asked rhetorically. "I came to find you...and to apologize." Bloodpaw gulped as he took a step closer to Featherpaw. "I don't have experience with any form of love...I didn't knowwhat to say, so I said the first thing I thought of saying. To tell you the truth, I don't love you like you love me...yet, that is. If we could have a little more time, I'm sure I could grow to love you as well, but I'm just not ready yet. If you hate me, you could just tell me...I would agree you too..."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 2:59:05 GMT -5
Featherpaw felt more tears trickle from her eyes, though her face was hidden beneath her silver paws, she frowned, and felt like she could frown forever. 'I don't love you', is the words she could really only hear and it stabbed her many times, she shuffled moving a little away, pain surging threw her heart. "I don't hate you."she said, "I already told you how I feel"she mewed, her claws digging deep into the earth, "I just need to be alone"she meowed, her words more shaky now, and she stopped for a second, she felt humiliated, and worthless.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 3:04:25 GMT -5
"I won't leave you until I know you're alright." Bloodpaw purred. "Besides...Pridepaw could attack you at any moment, he knows you would most vulnulrable now."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 3:14:59 GMT -5
Featherpaw slightly moved her paws from her face, hoping her tears had dried and he had not noticed. She was still huddled up though her eyes were open. "I don't really care if Pridepaw attacks me, It doesn't matter"she mewed, though she was confused with her words, mostly because she was upset. Besides you don't like me like that so...why would he bother to attack me..., she thought, the thought stabbing her. "I'll be fine..I'll just stay here"she murmured, closing her eyes.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 3:24:32 GMT -5
"Are you sure," Bloodpaw asked unsure whether he should leave or not. "What do you mean it doesn't matter? He still knows that I care about you and all that he would need to do is come here and kill you...but I see that you don't really care at this point..." Bloodpaw muttered as he turned around, beginning to pad towards the entrance of the structure.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 3:29:20 GMT -5
Featherpaw opened her eyes, He cares? she thought. She looked at her paws, "Wait..."she whispered threw the dark, she thought for a moment, "I'm coming..with you..."she finished, slowly getting up, she padded over to Bloodpaw.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 3:37:34 GMT -5
"Alright...if you wish," Bloodpaw replied as he padded out of the structure. Once Bloodpaw was out of the structure, he quickly rushed over to the fence, slipping under it. Once he was on the other side of the fence, he checked back to see if Featherpaw was still following him.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 3:42:04 GMT -5
Featherpaw had watched him rush passed and soon, she had just walked past figuring this horse wouldn't harm her, she glanced over to it, but then slipped under the fence, her pelt almost caught by a nail sticking out of it. Her eyes widened as she looked at it, but she just turned around and faced Bloodpaw, waiting to follow him.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 3:54:06 GMT -5
Bloodpaw trotted onward, forward after he knew that Featherpaw had also passed through the fence. "I'm sorry for getting you upset..." Bloodpaw meowed while padding, "...do you...think I'm like Pridepaw for doing that?"
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 3:59:32 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked up slightly catching up, "It's Fine.." she mewed, still upset, "You like Pridepaw? no, I don't think your like him"she mewed, though she wanted to tell him something, "I thought....you would think I hated you..if I wouldn't of said how I feel..so I said it..."she mewed looking away.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 4:06:22 GMT -5
Bloodpaw nodded as she told him that it's fine. "Thanks..." he meowed. Listening on to what Featherpaw wanted to tell him, Bloopaw just nodded. "I might have thought you didn't like me very much...maybe that you hated me."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 4:12:52 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked over to him "I would never hate you"she said though lowly, she looked at the ground perking her ears incase he had anything else to say.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 10, 2007 9:15:10 GMT -5
Stopping padding, Bloodpaw turned to Featherpaw. Afraid to say anything stupid or corny or sappy, Bloodpaw sait to Featherpaw, "Alright...that's good to know..." I'll never hate you either. You're one of my greatest friends in this clan...I'm just not ready to be more... Bloodpaw thought.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 10, 2007 23:12:45 GMT -5
Featherpaws blue eyes now looked up, though straight on instead, 'Good to know?' she thought... I'm an idiot....., she called herself again, though in her head. She didn't say anything out loud, thinking it would make her sound dumb and desperate, instead she kept her mouth closed, afraid that would happen.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 1:51:16 GMT -5
Noting that Featherpaw had kept quiet currently, Bloodpaw decided to do the same. He kept his mouth shut, considering the consequences of saying something wrongly. He rather continued to pad forward, thinking of earlier. He was acting so strangely...Why? Oh well, it is unconcerning right now... Bloodpaw thought as his yellow gaze turned to Featherpaw. ...too silent... he thought.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 2:06:48 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked though she felt down in the dumps and lower then mud, she tried not to show it. She suddenly seemed to go back in her memories that happened not to long ago, she remembered as she lay in the corner, secluding herself from the world, everybody else, walking past and muttering things to there friends, but she had none and never did. Until the day Somebody actually came and tried to help her, Bloodpaw... He had. Is that why I like him so much? she thought, I feel this way because he was the only one who did care about me, protected me from my worse nightmare, and saved me. Her heart seemed to skip a beat, though it went back to normal soon, she frowned, though she frowned inside hiding her pain.
OOC: Yay Muse! : D
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 2:22:38 GMT -5
Bloodpaw stopped, turning around, a bit creeped out by the tranquility. Padding closer to Featherpaw, turning around so he was facing the same way as she was, Bloodpaw asked, "You alright?" He was concerned...and a bit afraid that deep inside, Featherpaw didn't like him, resulting in her being quieter than usual.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 2:28:32 GMT -5
Featherpaws blue gaze shifted to Bloodpaw for a second"yeah I'm fine"she mewed, quietly, though she was fine, but only on the outside, in the inside her heart seemed to be ripped up from claws and she felt like she was walking on a thousand pins and needles. She now wish she didn't reply to Pridepaw, wish she would of kept it to herself, and hid it away like she did everything else. Now that she had expressed her feelings she felt humiliated.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 2:37:44 GMT -5
Hesitating somewhat, Bloodpaw looked away from Featherpaw. "...Alright, if you say so." I'm being too cautious about Featherpaw, Bloodpaw thought as he padded forward. (Ugh, so short!!!)
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 2:44:10 GMT -5
Featherpaw looked forward everything silent. She could hear faint sounds of birds chirping, but as they padded on more it slightly got louder. Her eyes looked up in the trees though they returned to the path, then to Bloodpaw. I wonder if he hates me.. she thought slightly turning her gaze to the ground, After all...it does seem like I'm a Nat or something that just corrupts his life She thought seeming to think negative about herself.
OOC: lmao xP
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 2:54:40 GMT -5
Bloodpaw closed his eyes tightly as the chirping grew louder. His hatred for beautiful things or tranquil things in the world bothers him often. What's with these stupid birds...? Why won't they just...shut up...? Bloodpaw thought as he padded.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 11, 2007 3:07:11 GMT -5
A louder more high pitch sound was heard, Featherpaw jumped, her eyes wide as she heard it, her ears flattend as a odor was scented making her want to cover her nose. Another high screech heard it pierced her ears, she looked up in the sky to see very large birds; Vultures. A gasp erupted from her, knowing the birds that feed from the dead. "somethings dead over there"she mewed, fear starting to pulse threw her.
OOC: Time for.. *music* Dun dun dun-- ACTION.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 11, 2007 3:15:42 GMT -5
Upon hearing the higher pitched sound echo through the air, Bloodpaw's ears twitched and his body shuddered. What the- Bloodpaw thought. Looking up at the sky with Featherpaw, he noticed the vultures that Featherpaw had noticed also. "Birds...?" Hearing Featherpaw mention that there was something dead towards the direction of where the birds were headed, Bloodpaw nodded, padding in that direction. "Let's check it out, then," Bloodpaw suggested, shuddering from the stench.
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