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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 8, 2007 22:49:42 GMT -5
Dawnpaws eyes felt sore, they were slightly red as she huddled herself, save me.. she said in her mind, she seemed broken down, and felt worthless, Your nothing a voice seemed to say, she growled and dug her small claws in the ground "I know I'm nothing so quit telling me!"she cried, "There is no Starclan there is no love and there is no me, and no home"she mewed now curling up as much as she could.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 8, 2007 22:56:52 GMT -5
Omnipaw went into a sitting position, wincing at the pain that now surged through his paw, and he closed his eyes tightly, thinking of all of the cats he had ever shown sympathy to. Mother...Father...Lightkit...Bloodkit...that apprentice, Omnipaw thought as he opened his eyes to see a mouse looking at him. Omnipaw hissed, making the mouse run away in fear.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 8, 2007 23:05:36 GMT -5
Dawnpaws eyes slowly opened though she was still curled up, she slightly got up, "Well.....I have to go somewhere"she padded on limping slightly, all of her wounds seemed to hurt more making her slower and weaker. She ended up in the same place "idiot"she called herself, she tried a different way, though she ended up with the same scents, "I'm farther in there territory, I deserve to die for being so dumb"she whispered. She saw a large tree though she had scented something else, it scared her though it was familiar so was that good? she has crossed it though she saw the cat that attacked her, her eyes went to a slight shock as she saw him, though sympathy as she saw him crying, it seemed to make her cry. She looked down. Hes going to think I'm a Fool since I ended up getting lost again.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 8, 2007 23:10:37 GMT -5
Smelling the scent of Dawnpaw, Omnipaw quickly wiped the blood off of his paw, causing it to sting intensly, and he also wiped the tears off of his face using the paw he used to get rid of the blood that was on the other paw, causing him to accidentally get blood on his face. He stood up slowly, turned around to see Dawnpaw. "W-What are you still doing here?" he asked her.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 8, 2007 23:16:09 GMT -5
Dawnpaw faced the ground, figuring he would be angry, "I got lost again..because I'm stupid"she added, now speaking her mind, she pawed at the ground, she wasn't sure if he was going to attack her again but slightly doubted it, she forced herself to say the next sentence "Why are you upset?"she mewed, her light orange fur ruffling in the breeze, as her olive eyes slightly looked up at him.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 8, 2007 23:21:43 GMT -5
"Why am I upset? Because I know now, that whether I live or die, my life will be an everlasting nightmare, just like an old friend of mine. Why do you ask? Do you honestly care about my meaningless emotions?" Omnipaw growled.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 8, 2007 23:26:48 GMT -5
Dawnpaw listened to him as he spoke though his voice seemed angry to her anyway "I'm sorry"she mewed, now blaming herself for his unhappiness, "you sound a lot like me"she mewed, looking at the ground again, But I'm weak.. she thought despising herself.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 8, 2007 23:36:27 GMT -5
Omnipaw looked downwards upon hearing Dawnpaw say, 'You sound a lot like me.' Sighing doubtfully, Omnipaw asked, "How? How could you know what the weight of a meaningless life feels like?'
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 8, 2007 23:39:50 GMT -5
Dawnpaws heart seemed to stop again remembering what that rogue did to her, she never wanted to say it and never wanted it to happen again, "I know..trust me"she mewed, doubting he would trust her since he barely knew her.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 8, 2007 23:47:09 GMT -5
Soon looking up at Dawnpaw, he thought about exactly how she muct be feeling right about now. All of the pain he caused her, all over trespassing. If it were a warrior, it might have been different, resulting in Omnipaw in the pain and yet, less trouble. "Considering when I attacked you and you didn't try to run away, I probably should have guessed that something was either emotionally wrong or physically wrong, and I doubt it was a physican condition, since a cat probably would have tried to escape at all costs in that kind of situation...unless you didn't know your way out, but you still could have run away from me at the very least." Omnipaw muttered. Wow, I said a lot...like it matters, he thought before asking, "Do you hate me?"
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 8, 2007 23:51:58 GMT -5
Dawnpaw frowned each of his words seemed true.. each seemed to explain her, and it felt weird. She was looking down, when she heard him ask 'Do you hate me' the words went to her heart and she thought for a moment, she slightly looked up at him again " No. I hate myself" she mewed returning her broken gaze to the ground.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 8, 2007 23:54:28 GMT -5
"You hate yourself...why exactly...?" Omnipaw meowed before saying, "Why don't you hate me? I attacked you relentlessly, just trying to prove to that stupid warrior that I was trustworthy and that I wasn't a traitor..."
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 0:03:23 GMT -5
Dawnpaws olive eyes were on the ground, "I don't know.."she mewed, ready to break down again, she lowered her head more. She thought she would be gone by now..;dead. "You should of finished me.."she mewed, her voice quivering ready to cry again, she closed her eyes as her head was lowered.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 0:06:20 GMT -5
"Why, you want to die?" "I probably would have finished you if I was slightly different..." Omnipaw muttered, looking downwards once more, a bit sad at the fact that Dawnpaw pretty much wants to die.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 0:16:26 GMT -5
Dawnpaw felt like her heart was loose like it was starting to crack into two, Your nothing, a voice seemed to repeat in her head, I know I'm nothing she repeated in her mind. "I guess because I hate myself"she mewed, "and everybody on this world seems to hate me, and hurt me.."she wanted to claw her face off for speaking her mind, but it just seemed to fall out of her, like she had given up, given up hope.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 0:18:37 GMT -5
Listening to Dawnpaw speak, he looked up at her. After she had finished, Omnipaw, now less teary eyed, said, "Well, how would you know if everyone seems to hate you...if you haven't met everyone?"
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 0:25:53 GMT -5
Dawnpaw looked up slightly, her mined seeming to speak now"I'm afraid to meet them"she mewed, she seemed to curl up a little.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 0:35:04 GMT -5
"So then not everyone does hate you if they don't know who you are...yet, they all probably will hurt you in one way or another," Omnipaw meowed. Do I hate her...sorta...because it's her being here that got me into trouble...in fact, it's me not finishing her off that got me here, so then...I do hate her...just a little bit, though, Omnipaw thought.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 0:41:46 GMT -5
Dawnpaw returned her gaze to the ground, "I'm sorry I got you in trouble"she mewed, He already hates me.. she thought. And yea I guess your right about that" though she thought everybody hated her anyway.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 0:50:46 GMT -5
"It's alright...I guess...you didn't mean to anyway..." Omnipaw muttered, nodding to Dawnpaw's aggreing with his statement.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 0:54:53 GMT -5
Dawnpaw frowned, Sorry doesn't cut it I guess... she thought. Didn't know what to say next, perhaps waiting if he would say anything.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 1:01:49 GMT -5
A bit curious, Omnipaw asked, "Why would you rather be a rouge than live in a clan?" After that, he yawned, a bit tired.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 1:08:40 GMT -5
Dawnpaw looked at him, "I don't know.. I guess I'm better off alone.."she mewed softly, she really wasn't sure on that answer, feeling piling all over her but she was so confused.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 1:14:46 GMT -5
"You wouldn't be better off alone...you'd just be miserable that way, and trust me, I have friends who have been through that kind of loneliness-" Omnipaw was cut off by a rustling in nearby bushes. He turned his head, only to be leapt at, and quickly pinned down by another apprentice. "What are you doing with Dawnpaw?" Bladepaw asked the struggling Omnipaw. "Nothing...I swear!" Omnipaw meowed back while struggling to get free. "Likely story..." Bladepaw spat as Omnipaw got a free paw, rolling to that side, knocking Bladepaw off of him.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 1:18:11 GMT -5
Dawnpaws eyess widened as she heard the Bush's rustle, she figured it was another Warrior of Omnipaws clan. She noticed it was Bladepaw and quickly hid her face, trying to hide her scratches.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 1:25:03 GMT -5
Bladepaw quickly got back up on his feet and looked over at Dawnpaw. "Dawnpaw, what did this scum do to you? I have to make sure you're alright before I bring you back to Windclan," Bladepaw meowed to Dawnpaw. Omnipaw, however, took a bit longer to get back onto his feet, being tired and all. So he knows her...I should stay out of this, he thought.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 1:29:27 GMT -5
Dawnpaw looked up, "don't call him that." she meowed, slightly defense, though she was confused. She quickly looked at the ground, those words seemed to grip her heart, "I'm not going back"she mewed, it was hard to say those words but she said it, besides the clan was better off without her in it.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 1:36:45 GMT -5
Bladepaw's eyes widened as Dawnpaw defended Omnipaw. "What do you mean? Are you becoming a traitor?" Bladepaw asked as his eyes narrowed towards Omnipaw. Then, Dawnpaw told him that she wasn't going back. "Wait, what do you mean 'you're not going back?' If you don't come back, then Novastar will claw my ears off thinking it's my fault!" He then glared at Omnipaw, "It was you who convinced her not to go back, wasn't it?" Omnipaw just simply shook his head.
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Post by Teddy//Feather on Aug 9, 2007 1:42:33 GMT -5
Dawnpaw looked back at Bladepaw, she didn't answer his question about defending him. Her olive eyes narrowing Well, just tell Novastar I left and it's not your fault I left, and it's not his fault I left either"so don't blame him, she mewed, again defensive.
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Post by Bloodpaw on Aug 9, 2007 1:49:20 GMT -5
Growling at Dawnpaw's answer, he said afterwards, "Fine...but...but..." Bladepaw couldn't even finish his statement, "But why are you leaving..?"
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